Well, the big moving day for my Mom to the assisted living home is this coming Saturday, and i hope things go off well for her. I will admit that I am bum that I won't be living with her anymore, but that's ok, because I know she will be cared for, and hopefully, she might start to get better.
I'm also moving some stuff of mine, and my GOD, do I have a bunch of shit. Let's put it this way, my friends, I could give away some of my CDs and DVDs, and I will still have good amount of crap. Oh well, it does teach me one important thing, I am a bit of a hoarder, but I am, at the very least, aware of it.
Anyway, that's not what the title is stating about. What I am going to say might make me loose some of my fans/friends here, but right now, I don't really care about it. I figured it is probably better to let you all know now instead of making a big surprise later on.
Ok, I have cancelled the Behemoth Chronicles...
(Yes, I'm doing the dramatic pause thing)
Well, at least, the Behemoth Chronicles that you all have seen. I might keep the title for the overall series I have planned, but it won't be the title of the first story. But, this new project will feature new kaiju, new characters, and a new, more refined universe. Mostly, I wanted to start over because, let's face it, I had no direction with the last project, and since I felt it wasn't going anywhere, I decided a fresh start would work much better than slaving on something that was a failure.
So, do I feel bad for starting over? While I will admit that seeing my hard work go to waste, again, I also feel like this will work out better. I'm not going to rush myself in trying to get it done, and take my time to work out my ideas, alone. While I might ask for some help, this will be something that I definitely am going alone with, because I do feel I try to rely on other's opinions instead of my own.
Now, the other question, do I care about others being upset about starting over? Personally, I don't care either way. I know some people will be pissed at me, and they have a good reason for being that way, but I see it that it is my project, and you aren't paying me to do it, so why bitch! I do feel a bit sorry for the ones who helped me in the past however. But, at the end of the day, I have to worry about my own happiness, and I am very excited with this new project.
Now, when will you be seeing artwork of my stuff? Eh, I don't know, though I will post some concept artwork, in my Scraps, when I get to making my monsters (Yes, there will be more than one). However, to avoid the Monsturra trap, I will work on the creature's design before I post the concept artwork.
Anyway, I need to head to bed. I figured it was time to tell you all.
I love you all,